guuuuys, you're sooo kind. Love you >:D<
but you can mind your own business, right?
the more mistakes I made, the more stronger I am.
It's my honor to take the advice, thou. :)
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cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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 wanna give advice?
guuuuys, you're sooo kind. Love you >:D<
but you can mind your own business, right? the more mistakes I made, the more stronger I am. It's my honor to take the advice, thou. :) |
 Hello!
My name is Nicole, call me Nikki
and obviously, that's not my real name. don't you think it's funny using your own name in this bullshits blog? HHA! NOPE, thanks :) |
 LovedUshimaru Hyde Qaqa |
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Tuesday, 27 December 2011 @
22:10It All Ends
kayak judul film?kayaknya sih gitu. film apaan ya? tauk ah gelap :p so, we broke up at our 17 months anniversary. yea. dipikir-pikir gw ini, longor banget. nih ya: dulu gw berdoa sm tuhan biar ngerasain gimana rasanya in a relationship. pengeeeen banget *bitchy, huh?* dan gw harus nunggu beberapa tahun biar terkabul. kasusnya yah, kalo gak cowok suka gw tp gw gak, ya gw suka cowok tp cowoknya gak. sampe suatu hari, datanglah si Hyde *doh, dia ngaku2 mirip Hyde. well, fine :)* dengan secercah harapan dibalik kesuraman gw hahah. awalnya, gw biasa aja. NAKSIR biasa maksudnya, gak muja-muja gt :p 2 bulan kemudian, we're in a relationship. 23 Juli 2010. agak lama jalan, tiba-tiba teringat khayalan gw sebelum bobo jaman baheula dulu. *bad habit* gw pengen punya cowok yg tinggi, cakep, baik, suka japanese gt *gw aliran korean gt*, lebih tua, etc. voila! here he is. we were fine. almost fine. means, pastilah ada problem. tapi hampir semuanya ada jalan keluarnya. sampek tanggal 23 Desember 2011... pas gw lg konseling sm tentor bimbel gw, beliau bilang pacarmu sebenernya punya efek negatif ke kamu. bagai petir di sore hari, gw shock. mesam mesem mengiyakan. Hyde akhir2 ini jaraaang banget yg namanya sms duluan gt. say hi, oyasumi, etc, udah jarang bgt. emg sih, gw inget bener dia sempet bilang kalo gt gw gk sms duluan aja ya, takut kl lu sibuk setelah gw nyatakan kita bakal susah komunikasi. moreover, lost contact. fine. I really understand that. tapiiii, nyapa doang apa susahnya? :( Hyde, lu tau gak sih? tiap kita smsan, you seemed don't have any interest anymore. you don't even try to start a topic. you did, once. you seemed bored with me.admit it. I miss you a lot, you know? tapi , begitu sms isinya gt, bawaan gw jadi bete. gak sms, gw kepikiran. beberapa minggu terakhir , gw coba nunggu sms. setiap hp gw geter, I smiled, hope it's you. but what? I wished! sampe akhirnya gw divonis gt sama tentor gw, I realized. this may not work anymore. but anyway, I don't regret for loving you. You're the best ever. And, if we may have another chance to meet again, I'd like to love you again. As long as you are still yourself now, even better :) Labels: Hyde back to top? |
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